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Alchemy

by J Lind

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1.
Alchemy 03:35
I’ve been looking for an airplane in the water I’ve been looking for a color I’ve not seen I’ve been looking for the chemtrails of a martyr And the mystic’s ghost in a flash of green With a bone between my teeth But now, dressed up in white She smiles at me, I wonder why This alchemy took so much time And none at all, no none at all I’ve been looking for the question in the answer I’ve been looking for the pitcher in the rye I’ve been looking for the cure inside the cancer In the debt paid for eternal life With a forest in my eye But now, parting the sky You smile on me, I wonder why This alchemy took so much time And none at all, no none at all And now, face full of light I sink my teeth into each bite This alchemy took so much time And none at all, no none at all
2.
The birds come back every year They’re playing Chinese checkers in the sky Each move chalked out so clear No, they’re playing hopscotch without the lines Circling now a statue of some poet who has never been here Every pass a “bless you” to the poet’s broken mirror Show my body what it already knows Don’t let it cross my mind Let me be led by my ancestor’s ghost ‘Til I’m dancing without even trying I have heard them digging Down in the mountain for some time Now they’ve turned to drinking Thinking there’s nothing there to find But there’s gold in that mountain, yeah, the river will carry it out Soft and slow accountant mining mountains without sound Show my body what it already knows Don’t let it cross my mind Let me be led by my ancestor’s ghost ‘Til I’m dancing without even trying Lead me with a vision Pillar of fire in the night Out beyond my reason That old emotion in disguise Past the pride of progress and the paintings that stain these cave walls Every step a promise, every instinct true and strong Show my body what it already knows Don’t let it cross my mind Let me be led by my ancestor’s ghost ‘Til I’m dancing without even trying
3.
Driftwood 03:27
Love, you are my sweetest friend Lead me by the neck Love, you are my safety net Unemployment check If you get too scared, know that I am scared, too I can be your anchor, barnacled and blue Love, you are my liturgy Whispered like a prayer Love, you are my symphony Music in the air If you think you’re drowning, water got in your nose I can be your driftwood, your rusted lifeboat Your rusted lifeboat Love, you are my tidal wave Crash upon my shore Love, you are my hurricane Eye of the storm Eye of the storm Eye of the storm
4.
Tidepools 03:16
Coffee on her nightstand Mom whispers my name She says we should go right now No one else awake Reaching for my swim trunks Feel them cool and damp Sliding on my new flip flops Crusted salt and sand Palm trees on the freeway Silhouettes at dawn Blue-gray backdrop, ocean dark Headlights in the fog Wind caught in our t-shirts Thousand steps to go Sea salt on my nose and cheeks She says she is home Barefoot over bedrock Tidepools on the strand Mom is right beside me now Holding out her hand Seashells in my pocket Center of my life I will come to know the world One piece at a time
5.
Oceanside 03:41
Oceanside is slower in the winter You told me on the drive that you could not remember The last time that she asked you anything about yourself Cannabis, tattoos of mascara Said the accident changed her life forever And she told me about her cancer and I called her a survivor And I thought back to that paper about a fawn trapped in a fire Overcast, she calls you just to tell you That he’s drunk again, slander masked as virtue And I watch the ember burn your mouth with nothing to atone Prophesy, stare daggers at the ceiling Wake me in the night to ask me how I’m feeling About just going back to Phoenix, about the cost of only giving About the boxer and his weakness, the epitaphs of those still living About the strings tied to the puppet, about the web and its great weaver About the price of staying above it, about the price of trying to leave her Don’t pretend to be a stranger when you’re not I know you have to keep the piece of that girl that she forgot Don’t pretend to be a stranger when you’re not Don’t pretend to be a stranger when you’re not Don’t pretend to be a stranger when you’re not I know you have to keep the piece of that girl that she forgot I know you have to keep the piece of that girl from giving up
6.
You know I saw it in the crosswalk keeper He was wearing neon holding up a sign He was passing out the peace with two fingers Something we agree on when it’s hard to find And that one woman had an Oxford sweater Started seeing Latin somewhere in my mind It said something like the truth knows better Than whatchya hang your hat on, watchya try to hide And I, I turn the lights out And then I heard it in the subway station Someone playing trumpet, I was walking by The six was coming just to test my patience Tied up like a puppet, running out of time A kid was tryna get his mom to listen She was caught up in an algorithm state of mind He was finding what his mom was missing Hope he tells her all about it on the other side And I, I turn the lights out And I, I turn the lights out I turn the lights out And where would I go now Where would I go now And where would I go now And I, I turn the lights out And I, I turn the lights out I turn the lights out
7.
Generous 04:38
We took the train to get bagels in Brooklyn They might be the best in New York A man passed out onto the tracks, when they rescued him He almost went back for his phone You cried to me ‘bout the crack in the screen That this city won’t let us ignore It’s all in your face ‘til it gets to your brain And you can’t see the spirits any more Oh, but I think it’s time we get back to our dog She’ll be waiting for us Oh, and I think we might feed her early I’m feeling more generous Under the scaffold you noticed a vigil That I thought were candles for sale So I made a joke ‘bout the face in the photo Said that must be why they don’t sell Oh, and you said, “I don’t think that those are for us” As I swallowed my tongue Oh, but I think that that was a kind way Of filling me in, generous And oh, as I made my way back to the cancer infirmary And oh, I hardly noticed the fight breaking out at the pharmacy And oh, I asked a man ‘bout the course of his terminal disease He said, “The Lord has always been good to me” He said, “The Lord has always been good to me”
8.
Salt 03:37
The salt on the sidewalk, it glistens and moans Under January Christmas lights that stand to condone Every strong start that tapers off as the vision implodes And the world is the world again And plastered on the wall of the greenway by the river Is an orange astronaut who looks fresh out of prison He’s not looking for another shore but a more grounded vision Where the world is the world again The Roosevelt Lighthouse is under construction They are fixing the roof of the lantern room or something But they gotta know it’s just for show until the lantern is running And the world is the world again And its foundation was laid during the Reconstruction By a man so afraid that the British were coming That he built a fort to save the shore that the city took from him And the world is the world again There’s salt in the air but too little to sense it Over middle-aged men casting lines over fences Standing huddled up and out of luck, but dryly expectant ‘Til the world is the world again ‘Cause technically the river is a true estuary And it carries salt water to the Statue of Liberty Keeps her looking for another shore or a new torch to carry ‘Til the world is the world again ‘Til the world is the world again
9.
When I’m a tired puppet, strung out on every string And hungry for adventure or a note that’s out of key When I’m called out of comfort to a land that’s not my own Awoken from the slumber that has plagued my father’s home I’m tempted to leave early, to abandon every post To stand above the valley of the lilies and dry bones But I must seek the balance and not forget my place The master and the servant, the potter and the clay When I’m a force of nature, when I am without strings And sifting through the idols of possibility When the dizziness of freedom has brought me to my knees Nauseous from the taste of what I have failed to be I’m tempted to find comfort in the lethargy of fate To throw off freedom’s burden, to return to my old ways But I must seek the balance, though the paradox remains The sleeper and the dreamer, the potter and the clay When I’m part of the system that I swore off in my youth The one that fed and clothed me, the one that gave me proof When I’m crippled by resentment from my friends and foes alike And severed by the scissors of someone else’s black and white I’m tempted to fall silent, to just pack my things and go To live outside the system or to start one of my own But I must seek the balance between sacred and profane The player and the playwright, the potter and the clay
10.
Why, don’t ask why It’s fine, and it’s not fine Got to let you know that It is too rare, the color in your hair, the color in your hair Want you to know that It is not fair, and there’s color in your hair Don’t let them steal your joy Don’t let them steal the backbeat of the rhythm in your voice Don’t let them steal your joy Don’t let them steal your joy High, get so high Lose sight in the light Got to let you know that They are too rare, the colors that you wear Don’t let them steal your joy Don’t let them steal the backbeat of the rhythm in your voice Don’t let them steal your joy Don’t let them steal your joy Don’t let them steal your joy Don’t let them steal your joy Don’t let them steal your joy Don’t let them steal the backbeat of the rhythm in your voice Don’t let them steal your joy Don’t let them steal the heavy drum that floats above the noise Don’t let them steal your joy Don’t let them steal your joy

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released October 21, 2023

Songs and lyrics by J Lind
Produced by J Lind with additional production by Andy D. Park and Jake Gillespie
Mastered by Joe Causey of Voyager Mastering

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